Friday, July 2, 2010

Rant Number One

School is going to start on 12th, I've done all my homework (HEY!! I'm not a nerd. I was forced to. :| )

I'm really looking forward to school coz I've had enough of HOUSE ( I dont call it a "home" anymore. More on that later)



I, Gaurav, Owner of this blog, pledge to contain my use of foul language in this post, no matter how frustrated I am.



First of all, my routine SUCKS. I'm forced to wake up early in the morning (9am. Yes, thats too early for me) and SLEEP early too.. (I hate it!!)

I'm not very.. umm... free in my house. I cant chat the way I used to (parents..) and what all I'm supposed to be doing is, S-T-U-D-Y. I sure as hell cant watch TV (there's nothing worth watching on the channels we've subscribed, and my sis owns the TV remote at all times, night or day).

Since I cant chat (coz my parents can POP UP out of thin air at any random moment and ask me who I'm chatting with, who is he/she, their parents' jobs, residences, and stuff that makes me feel like I'm a criminal), I cant watch movies or episodes that I've.. umm.. acquired over the Internet either...

Since my parents are treating me like a 20-year-old with a 5-year-old's brain, its pretty suffocating in my house.. No goddamn freedom at all....

Time to break my pledge ;)

I'M SOOOO F*CKIN' PISSED!!!! All I want, is that old freedom back, so that at least I can try to be HAPPY here again. For those who know about how much I hate Singapore, know that I've been trying ALOT to be happy here. Well now I cant anymore... :'(

Dad's calling me to sleep now. Its 12.55am here.

DAMN.

7 comments:

  1. I'll like to see you write about the good things happening in your life

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  2. for how long will u be hating singapore???

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  3. Ab apna rona dhona band kar!!!!!

    You gotta cheer up!
    If you can't find something to be happy, then fuckin don't be but keep your face happy so that your parents can't find out about your sadness!!!!!

    I am telling you if you don't tell your parents or discuss your problems, YOU WILL DIE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Don't make me beg you now for your own good because... well.... I WON'T!!

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  4. abey ujde chaman. This was LONG LONG ago. You commented here after one and a half months...

    i'm fine now :D

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  5. gaurav ...i'm still nt f9n ..:( ...i stll hate hyd more now a days ...miss mumbai lyk anythin yaar ...

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  6. its ok... i learnt something from living here for such a long time. You cant just concentrate on why you are missing mumbai....

    You have try to be happy... try to smile, try to be happy with what you've got.... main bhi try kar raha hu, tu bhi kar :D

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